Thursday, July 26, 2007

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Kantor ato kantor

Pagi datang, ternyata tugas yang harusnya dikerjain belum dikerjain juga sama orangnya
Jadi deh harus gue lagi yang rapiin
Menuju siang, dapet kabar kalo gaji belum naik bulan ini
dengan alasan yang standard
Whaaaatttttt????? bisa ya lupa kalo urusan kaya begini
Apa sih yang ada di pikiran bos-bos? ngga pernah mikirin yang di bawah ya
only 4 words for you bos, F***
Agak siangan dikit, ada lagi yang ngga beres yang dikerjain orang
best part nya yang tanggung jawab lagi tugas keluar
trus nanya ke gue, memang gue Tuhan bisa benerin semuanya
ngga usah pake emosi juga nanyanya
lagi emosi gara-gara ngga naik gaji, ada masalah lagi di kantor
pas mau pulang, males di kantor
dapet kabar gaji belum bisa masuk, masih nunggu dulu
kantor ato mau main kantor-kantoran sih ini orang-orang

hari ini hari apaan sih kayanya apes banget
ini kantor ato panti asuhan ya, sabar mulu disuruhnya
karyawan ato bayi, masa harus disuapin terus
bos ato begaya jadi bos doang, ko karyawan ngga diperhatiin

lepas siang sedikit, mending pulang aja ahhh
daripada sakit kepala beneran
ato malah berantem sama temen kantor sendiri

Saturday, July 21, 2007

best friend in the morning


who is your best friend in the morning?

one for sure is my "very loud" alarm from my own cell
it always wakes me up 30 minutes latter :)
my next best friends are a glass of black coffee, my marlboro, my tv and my dogs
i drink and smoke while i'm watching tv or playing with my dogs, best in life
next one is my own bathroom, where i do my "pupi" while smoking and reading books or old magazines. off course take a bath and singing out loud songs that i can sing at the same time (hei, it's my own bathroom. i can do everything i like)
last, my very best friend, my own mom
she wakes up early in the morning and prepares all, my coffee, my breakfast (sometimes she still feeds me up, because i always in a hurry to get myself ready to the office)
i love you mom

they are my best friends in the morning
every body have their own, right?


Lembur

Lembur...??? over time...???
sejak kapan budaya lembur itu ada ya
siapa yang menciptakan ya?
enam kata saja yang bermakna dalam
atau 2 kata kalau dalam bahasa inggris
menurut gue, antara jenius dan tidak jenius
jenius untuk perusahaan yang kejar target
kita harus kerja di jam yang seharusnya sudah tidak kerja lagi
di jam yang seharusnya kita sudah bisa santai
ngga jenius banget buat gue yang harus lembur
apalagi kalo perusahaan ngga peduli karyawannya lembur
uang lembur nya dong pa bos :)
hargailah karyawan mu yang sudah lembur

ini yang memicu gue untuk jadi bos
jadi gue bisa membuat karyawan untuk kerja lembur juga
merasakan apa yang gue rasakan sekarang (jahat benget ya)

lembur oh lembur
betapa hadirnya dirimu sebuah fenomena di dunia pekerjaan
layaknya tsunami di aceh

udah ah, males banget ngomongin lembur
lembur mari kita lembur...

Friday, July 20, 2007

A Little Butterfly In The Middle Of The Night

kupu-kupu kecil terbang sendiri dalam kegelapan malam
ia terbang mencari jalannya pulang
ditengah keletihannya terbang, seekor kumbang datang
seulas senyuman diberikan kumbang itu
seulas senyum pula terlukis di wajah sang kupu-kupu

sedikit jalan yang mereka lalui, banyak kenangan yang menghampiri
sosok kumbang yang sekarang menjadi semakin nyata
mengisi kekosongan hampa
kini sang kupu-kupu mendapatkan teman terbang
sang kupu-kupu senang
apakah sang kumbang senang

biarlah waktu yang menjawab
kini sang kupu-kupu hanya ingin terbang mengikuti angin
terbang mencari jalannya pulang
dengan ditemani sang kumbang
kupu-kupu dan kumbang
terbang berdua mengarungi gelapnya malam

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Sebuah Skenario Super

Pasti pernah terlintas di pikiran anda, mungkin ketika anda masih pake celana pendek merah,
keinginan untuk dilahirkan menjadi orang lain. Segampang, tetangga sebelah rumah dibeliin sebuah sepeda baru sama bapak ibunya, sementara bapak ibu anda kekeuh kalo cicilan mobil mereka lebih penting untuk diselesaikan sebelum bisa membeli sepeda-sepedaan.
Pasti kemudian anda berpikir, lebih enak jadi anaknya tetangga sebelah. Bapak Ibunya engga segalak orang tua anda, dan sepertinya duit mereka lebih banyak.
Udah gedean lagi, sibuk mengeluh karena harus beli rumah di pinggir kota gara-gara budget terbatas.

Sekarang, coba kita bayangkan kalo kita dilahirkan sebagai anak si tetangga sebelah (just name one of your favorite conglomerat) yang sangat makmur hidupnya. Seperti apakah hidup anda
sekarang?

Kalo saya,
Teman saya bilang, saya pasti akan jadi perempuan socialite yang angkuh bin congkak...chin
up baby! Annnndddd...shopaholic for damn sure! Setiap brand kelas dunia (name it!) pasti
tersedia di lemari saya dan dalam berbagai varian. Tapi saya end up menjadi orang yang sombong.

Kalo teman ngobrol saya ini,
Pasti dia akan jadi tukang party gila-gilaan...sex, drugs and rock n roll. Perempuan mana
aja pasti disikat ama dia. Kerjanya travelling dari satu pulau ke pulau lain, satu negara ke
benua lainnya. Tapi dia end up menjadi orang yang boros.

Mungkin itu sebabnya kita tidak dilahirkan sebagai anaknya si tetangga sebelah yang punya
kelebihan materi (Buktinya, banyak anak konglomerat yang berhasil melipatgandakan kerajaan
orang tuanya karena kepintaran dan kerja keras mereka, dan engga cuma buang-buang duit kayak saya dan teman saya). Atau tidak ditakdirkan untuk menjadi model dan bintang iklan yang punya kelebihan jasmani (karena ujungnya kami bisa jadi playboy cap teri). Tapi hanya dilahirkan sebagai orang biasa dengan materi dan jasmani secukupnya. Karena Tuhan tahu kita akan jadi orang yang sombong, boros, pemalas dan sederet titel engga berguna lainnya, kalau kita dilahirkan dengan situasi berlebih. Ketika "kelebihan-kelebihan" itu kita dapatkan melalui perjalanan panjang dan penuh perjuangan, pada akhirnya model manusia macam saya dan teman saya itu jadi bisa belajar memiliki kelebihan-kelebihan tsb tanpa menjadi pongah dan jumawa.

Kalo gitu, mari kita nikmati aja apa yang kita punya. Just believe, someday we'll know the answer. Hhhmmm, emang skenario yang super canggih!


Jalankanlah hidupmu yang indah
Jangan pernah kau berkeluh kesah
Walau kadang engkau lelah (hidup itu tetap indah)
(Hidup Itu Indah - Naif, Titik Cerah 2002)

thanks buat nana atas skenarionya yang super...

should i give it a try and knows that it will hurt others?

Learn to love the people who are with
you at present. Forget the people in
the past and thank them for hurting
you, which led you to love the people
you have right now.

When you love someone, you'll do crazy
things you can't explain; you'll deny
the truth and believe in lies. When
you love someone, you sacrifice, give
everything you've got and don't think
twice. You risk it all no matter what.

Everything in life is temporary
because everything changes.
That is why it takes courage to love,
knowing it might end anytime...having
faith will make it last.

Friends are not the one who laugh when
you laugh and cry when you cry. They
are the ones who
make you laugh and stop you from
crying.

Love is the feeling we fall in and out
of, and every time we fall off, we
learn to hold on tighter...hoping that
next time, we may never have to let go.

They say when love knocks at your
door, open it. But do you know that
sometimes love enters through the back
door and before you begin to notice
it, it's on it's way out.

Have you ever loved only to let it
go?. Have you ever hated someone and
loved him so?..
Have you ever missed someone so bad it
made you cry?..
Have you ever seen someone left alone
without knowing why? ..

True: Lucky is the man who wins the
first love of a woman but luckier is
the woman who wins the last love of a
man.

Love is not the right word to say when
you feel guilty or the right word to
say when you like a person but love
really matters when we share our
thoughts, our minds, and our hearts...

Life has a way of changing things but
not the joy that friendship brings,
for friendships like the shining moon,
makes each night a brighter one.

Love is not for beauty or color of the
skin, but for a heart that is loyal
within, for beauty fades and the skin
would grow old but a heart that is
loyal will never turn cold.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or
breaks your heart, forgive them for
they have helped you learn about trust
and the importance of being cautious
to whom you open your heart.

A love is easy to feel, so hard to
explain; so easy to get, so hard to
let go; so easy to
spell, so hard to define...and yet
everyone is still exactly taking the
risk.
That's love!

Never be afraid to fall in love. It
may hurt a lot, it may give you aches
and pain, but if you
don't follow your heart; in the end
you will cry even more for not giving
love a chance.

Don't run ahead of God. Let Him direct
your steps.
He has plans and He has His time.
God's clock is never one minute early
nor one minute
late. It always strikes right on time.

If someone loves you, love them back
not only because they love you, but
also because
they are teaching you to love and
opening you heart and eyes to things
you have never seen or
felt without them.

The past is meant to be used as a tool
for the future. Bad experiences indeed
make you bitter but the lessons
learned should make you better.

On letting go: it hurts to see someone
you love happy with somebody else; but
wouldn't it hurt you more to see that
person unhappy...with you?

When you find arms that will hold you
at your weakest, eyes that will see
you at your ugliest, lips that will
kiss you in both instances, and a
heart that will love you at your
worst, then you have found truelove.

Someday, someone might come into your
life and love you in a way you always
wanted.
If your someday was yesterday.. LEARN
If your someday is tomorrow.. HOPE
If your someday is today.. CHERISH

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

What a difference a day made

What a difference a day made?
24 little hours
And the difference is you... (What A difference a day made, by Jamie Cullum)
Very little thing can change you, don't mind with what people gonna say. When it comes from your own heart. People say that you're going the wrong way when it's simply a way of your own.
Finally the day is coming too,
When a movie has to be end and the theatre has to be closed,
When a story has not done being told,
But it has to be ended...
It's just you, and only you who have the mirror to know what have been changed from you...